A little personal note: weight loss

Well, I've been feeling a little bummed out about my body. Things definitely have not come back into their previous place. I'm starting to feel pretty grody about the way I look. B doesn't seem to mind though. He's been a trooper. I guess he's more realistic about how things should be going than I am. I miss my skinny body seriously now. I have no clothes and I feel like a cow. So I've recommitted to my weight loss redjamin and have rejoined the group. It feels good to be back on track. The amount of food I'm supposed to eat as a nursing mother is astounding, which is good because I'm SERIOUSLY hungry most of the time. Having a target and a plan makes me feel much more secure about things. I haven't lost any weight yet, but they said I would fluctuate wildly. I feel better mentally though. I feel like I'm back on track and eventually I'll look like my formerly hot self. That's exciting.